x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
i can't think of one right now...
x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
well i would like a dancer's body...small boobs skinny long legs...and cheekbones...but i would never have surgery....i could never justify spending that much money on something so superficial...i'll take my regular old self any day over something fake...
x. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
any form of pain...oh and vomit.
x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
i get really quiet...i fiddle with my hands....i just get very fidgety in general
x. Do you know anyone famous?
nope
x. Describe your bed:
it has an ugly flowery bedspread...no headboard and there's a little canopy of mesh netting over my pillow
x. What do you carry with you at all times?
makeup, a book, my wallet
x. What do you miss most about being little?
riding my bike., eating as much crap as you want and never gaining an ounce..swimming all the time, christmas and santa (this is the #1 thing i miss)
x. Are you happy with your given name?
i don't really like it...i like romantic names (gwendolyn, lachlan)..or odd names....like billie...or chet. i would like my name to just be chris....it's close enough to my name that it wouldn't be wierd if people called me that.
x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for a year?
um...how about a trip to europe or a camera...it wouldn't take much...but this is one way i can keep in touch with people i never see.
x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
sometimes i do and sometimes i don't at all.
x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
i think i'm ok. i would like to be a better person but i'm working on it.
x. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
um...well i probably see jason more..but even that's only once or twice a week...
x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
well i think that a lot of the world's problems could be solved if you could give everyone a sense of empathy and make people not so concerned with their own personal gain.
x. What is your ideal marriage location?
anywhere outside and beautiful.
x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
well i can play the piano and the violin and flute but i wish i could play better...guitar, drums, trumpet...
x favorite fabric:
cashmere, silk, soft wool, and also the inside of a new sweatshirt
x. Something you love and hate?
people
x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
not really...on the rare occasion maybe just one close friend (kathy)
x. What's the one language you want to learn?
um..i want to learn more than one: improve my french, and learn spanish, italian, german, japanese, portugese,....anywhere i travel...
x. What do you order at a bar?
shots of whiskey..gin and ginger or vodka and lime
x. What's one trait you hate in a person?
indifference and insencerity
x. What do you cook the best?
eggs
x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
sometimes i wish i stood out but i feel a lot safer in corner...
x. If you won the lottery, what would you do?
pay off any debts my family owed, move my parents wherever they wanted, pay for marc and elise's education, buy a house in europe and set up a business...then i'd hope that my business worked out and give the rest away
x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it?
i don't. it's not necessary show it unless they are being totally unreasonable. but i usually like people anyway...
x. Do you cry in front of friends?
rarely.i absolutely hate crying in front of people...and especially on the phone
x. What's one thing you like to do alone?
read, sit on my swing, take the bus.
x. When's the last time you cried?
i can't remember...but i think i might have recently
x. Favourite communication method?
letters, notes and pssts....i wish people would hold on to some old fashioned traditions
x. How many drinks before you're tipsy?
umm..3 or 4
x. Favourite kind of porn?
cuba band trip porn. porn grosses me out..all you need is a good foreign film.
x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
no.
x. Do you think you're cute?
umm...i don't think so but other people have said it. i'd rather be sexy.
x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had?
anytime i've let people down.