Monday, May 24, 2004

no more quizzes....at least not for awhile. i wish it was sunny and warm. this isn't a very exciting dartmouth day. i'm thinking about kathy. sometimes i worry. i hope she doesn't lose her sense of silliness. that would be tragic. i need to call bianca soon and have a anti-candy/pro-fruit day. i wish she lived closer. i hate it when you meet people you really like but can't get in the time to get past the beginning. your train of thought wanders: ...*silence* is she bored?...i AM boring...maybe if i was more outgoing.....
i like being so comfortable with someone that you could be honest enough to suggest something you really wanted to do....and when you say you don't care you really mean it....instead of pretending. i want to talk about more than cute boys or weight or things we "HAVE to do this summer" but never get around to doing. however, i never make the first step. i should.
i went for a jog today.
maybe it will help me to stop feeling sorry for myself.